Saturday, February 10, 2007
Saturday, February 3, 2007
Professional Help
Okay so i received a couple of emails asking me why have I not seeked professional help as in therapy, well here is my personal opinion most psychologists in Kuwait are a BIG joke and do not take their profession seriously.
A few years back i went through major deep depression and locked myself in my room for 3 months never going out or seeing anyone, back then it was hard for me to accept that i am not like the other girls and so on, yes as i got older i have realized the reality of my situation and hit me hard so i chose to prison myself. My parents were worried sick especially my mother she cried her eyes out she wanted me to snap out of it so after much talk i decided to see a psychologist..(BIG MISTAKE!)
I chose a famous Kuwaiti psychologist who appeared a couple of times on the telly, i figured since everyone knew him he might be good, how wrong was I. I admit i was very nervous seeing him maybe because he is a Kuwaiti and the fact that i was going to reveal my secret did not feel right somehow.
After exposing my emotions i was appalled at his reaction in fact he made a joke and laughed at my expense, instead of taking my anger and hurt away he only fueled it and made it worse. After a few visits i came to the conclusion that this guy is a fraud and in no way an educated man! he talks too much and NEVER LISTENS, every time i see him he adds more wood to my raging fire.....at my last visit i gave him a piece of my mind i still remember his horrid shocked expression i left him with.
So my dear friends tell me in a society such as ours where can anyone who desperately seeks help go to?
I hope this post answered your emails.
Blessed be,
Poena.
After exposing my emotions i was appalled at his reaction in fact he made a joke and laughed at my expense, instead of taking my anger and hurt away he only fueled it and made it worse. After a few visits i came to the conclusion that this guy is a fraud and in no way an educated man! he talks too much and NEVER LISTENS, every time i see him he adds more wood to my raging fire.....at my last visit i gave him a piece of my mind i still remember his horrid shocked expression i left him with.
So my dear friends tell me in a society such as ours where can anyone who desperately seeks help go to?
I hope this post answered your emails.
Blessed be,
Poena.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
I AM BACK!
Finally i am back home, had to go away to Europe for training (work related) i am sorry i did not post at all i got so busy with the training and such but i am glad i am here once again. My email is flooded with questions and i promise i will answer every single one just give me a day or two to get back to schedule :)
Blessed be,
Poena.
Monday, January 1, 2007
2007
2007 is here and still I have no resolutions even when i think about it my mind goes blank, have i fallen that deep into the abyss that i can no longer see light? is it my fault that i am surrounded by darkness? maybe or maybe not but one thing is certain i must look at my life from another path, a path far away from my past..i think that will be my resolution a new life a new year and hope for the first time.
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